I See No 'Up' from Here

I keep trying to trust.
Yet you fuck it up.
Like you really don't know,
How much it hurts me, so.

Maybe you'll never get it.
And I just can't forget.
So you should let me be,
At least until you can finally see.

The pain is actually rhere,
Almost too much for my heart to bare.
Each promise that you've broken...
And every lie you have spoken...

I just don't see how,
I can even think of trusting you now.
'Don't think I can even bare myself to you anymore,
...Like looking at me has become a bore...