If You're Gonna Remember Me, Remember Me For This.

If you're gonna remember me, remember me for this.

Each wound I've inflicted.

Each scar that I've left.

Each drop of blood I've drawn.

Each tear I've caused to fall.

Each headache I've caused.

Each hour of sleep lost thinking of me.

Each word that I've said.

Each mind I've made unstable.

Each insult I've used.

Each death I've caused.

Each cut I've made someone make.

Each scream I've forced from someone's mouth.

Each family I've made fall apart.

Each person who's lost someone to me.

Each person who's lost hope because of me.

Each knife I've used for evil.

Each bullet I've shot at a body.

Each person I've made a corpse.

Each body I've buried.

Each child I've taken the innocence of.

Each person that fears me.

Each day I've suffered.

Each way I've tortured someone.

Each person I've betrayed.

Each living thing I've made dead.

Each person I've physically abused.

Each person I've sexually abused.

Each day I've done evil things.

Each time someone's prayed to be safe from me.

Each death threat I got in high school.

Each name the other kids used to call me.

Each time I was shoved against a locker.

Each time I was insulted for my sexuality.

Each bastard who called me a fag.

Each boy who thought being gay meant I liked every boy I saw.

Each person who called me 'emo'.

Each school day I spent hearing 'Go kill yourself, emo fag!'

Each time I attempted suicide.

Each time I thought I was worthless.

Each day I thought 'When I grow up, I'm getting my revenge.'

Each time I smiled at my victim, feeling like vengeance was finally mine.

Each day I've sat down and thought 'The world deserves this. For all the pain it's caused me.'

Each victim's face I mentally replaced with that of those goddamn homophobes.

Each time I've seen someone being homophobic, and decided they were next.

Each time I've tried to tell you, I didn't have to be this way. You've made me into this monster, and HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY.