Mislead

How could I be so horribly mislead?
These harsh thoughts take me as I lie here, empty.
I cannot sleep, but it hurts to be awake.
There’s no happy place anymore.
You were my happy place.
Now you’re gone.

I’ll admit I was living a lie,
Was I wrong to expect anything else from you?
I thought you’d be a decent human being,
Realizing how you’ve hurt me so.
I sincerely hoped you would help to ease the pain,
Allowing old wounds to heal.
But alas, that’s not who you are right now.
You’re not the girl I remember.
You’re not the one who still grasps my heart,
The one who’s locked away deep within a mental prison,
The one who will never escape.
And for that, I weep.