Where Are You When I Need You.

Where are you when I need you most?
When I'm reduced to tears,
When I'm reduced to numbness,
When there's nothing else here.

Where were you when I need you most?
When I can't stand to see another day,
When I can barely take another breath,
When I can't bottle the pain away.

Where were you when I needed you most?
When I create more scars,
When I bleed,
When I realize that I've gone too far.

When can you come back?
I need you so bad.
To save me from my mom,
And more importantly, my dad.

I love you, and I miss you.
More than you'll ever know.
I realize now that you aren't hurting,
It was your time to go.