Rain

Standing in the rain
Being drenched in my pain.
Staring at the sky crying
Wondering why everything is dying.
The rain blends with my tears
Keeping people from knowing,
I'm drowning in a sea of my darkest fears.
I feel I'm failing life,
I feel I'm falling out of the light.
With a heavy heart and head hung low,
Waiting for Death to take it's toll.
Reaper, oh Reaper, please take me
And put me out of my misery.
But not even You will take me,
You say, "Don't let life break you, let it make you."
But how can I when I'm failing,
When I'm falling,
And when I'm drowning?