UNTITLED

Now,
I've told you all.
How the crowned rise and fall.
How the righteous,
Heed only a blind mans call.
Amongst us villains.
Large or small.
The world living on the edge
As the liars stall.

For Their own gain,
While us lovers keep on dancing,
Whether it be in sun or rain.
Blood stained hearts,
Beating in a land that's bear and stark.
Of any decent souls,
Our hopes dying down to useless coals.

I'm fed up! I'm Fucked up!
To late to wish me luck,
As I walk through the mire
Of decaying dreams and bloody spires.
A lonely soul for hire,
Amongst the weak and tired.
I keep on singing even though last week I got fired.

I've said a lot,
Cried and blown my top.
Too weary to go on or stop,
My life on the line, about to flop.
Trying one more time to talk to you.
Trying so hard to get my message through.
But might as well be saying the skies not blue.
Boo hoo,
I guess the world will never know,
The secrets lying under the icy snow,
Or sung on the wings of a wise old crow.
The stress building up inside, too much,
I'm gonna blow!

Fuck!
Why am I writing!?
Why am I typing?!
It's useless to even try and be rhyming.
Useless tears,
Wasted years,
Of dreaming and loving,
And facing fears.
You keep telling me to hold on,
Write one more goddamn song,
But goddammit It's been too long.
You're just going through the motions,
But I no longer hear it through all life's commotion.
About to give up,
You want me to live?
Then give me a reason.
See me through this season.
The storms comin' in and I'm scared to keep breathing!

I use to talk,
Say sweet comforting words
Take you on romantic walks.
Now memories claw me like spiky burrs,
Choking me up when I ought to be saying things wonderfully absured!
But always true,
You always loved my meanings eternally obscured.
Eyes blurred and full of tears.
Heart broken and filled with fears.
Lost forever,
Trying so hard to hold together...