lost.

all i've come to know is the feeling of emptiness.
i don't feel anything.
i'm so numb.
what is love?
the thing that hurts people?
sounds like a wonderful thing.
i'm too far gone.
i can't be saved.
urges rise.
the razor is pulled across my skin.
the blood spills onto the floor.
the tears drown away the sting of a fresh wound.
more scars are made.
questions are asked.
judged.
what happens if i go to far?
who would care.
no one.
numbness is all i know.
teach me that there is more than this.