Why don't you trust me?

I’m scared of myself
I’m scared of hurting myself again
I can see the scars that are no longer there
I remember the pain

The more you yell
The more you scream
The more I want to cry
The more I want to run

But no matter how hard I try
I can’t seem to wait for winter
For the days of sweaters that cover everything
All the scars

No wonder she left
No wonder she got knocked up
All you do is yell
Why do I get all the blame now that she is on her own?

I can see that anger coming back into your eyes
I’m not her.
I don’t say that I’m going to ball games
Then sneak off to be with my boyfriend

Why can’t you trust me?
Mom does.
The more I’m with him the angrier you get
Why can’t you trust me?

I’m scared of myself
Why do I get the blame now that she is on her own?
I can see the anger in your eyes
I’m scared of you