Not My Idea
Missing you is not what I wanted
This is far from the best
But if you’re happy who am I to protest?
Maybe this is what we needed
Some space and a change
But it all seems so strange
There is a deep hole filled with pain
As the days grow longer
I find that the void grows stronger
It hurts to see you
But not spending time with one another
Is just plain worse than the other
I don’t know what to do or say
I just want this pain to end
And get back my best friend
But I fear it wont
So I’ll go on like this
Pretending nothing is amiss
Just to see you happy
I’ll throw away my pride
I’ll die a little on the inside
This is far from the best
But if you’re happy who am I to protest?
Maybe this is what we needed
Some space and a change
But it all seems so strange
There is a deep hole filled with pain
As the days grow longer
I find that the void grows stronger
It hurts to see you
But not spending time with one another
Is just plain worse than the other
I don’t know what to do or say
I just want this pain to end
And get back my best friend
But I fear it wont
So I’ll go on like this
Pretending nothing is amiss
Just to see you happy
I’ll throw away my pride
I’ll die a little on the inside