The Beautiful Life

It's like I'm trying to get somewhere,
but all this time I've been going nowhere
all I wanted was to go on a wonderful adventure
but in this pain called life it was never meant to be.

I fell into stray with life's darkness,
as much as I've tried to let it go
it was never truly meant to be
it showed me so many things.

It showed me a place so beautiful and perfect
all the people I love were so happy and peaceful
it all seemed so simple
I wanted this reality to become true.

There was one catch to this life of perfectness,
a single missing detail that needed to happen
not knowing what I felt when I figured out,
that detail that needed to be erased was me.

They tell me I should bring about this reality soon
if I want to make a difference in the lives of those I love
but still I wonder what will truly happen when I'm gone?
Perhaps it's the way it was meant to be.

I found the way out of all of this,
no one will ever understand that this was meant to be
as I take the blade I worked so hard to get
and bring about a perfect life that no one will ever forget.