What Hurts the Most

You are so far away
So why does it feel like you're here with me?
I can't live without you
But I can't live in the past forever

When I have last seen you
You were the same
You hugged me so tightly that I lost my breath
But I didn't know that was
Your way to say goodbye

What hurts the most
Is that I can't move forward
In the back of my mind, there's a thought lost behind
Of you
I wish I could let go
But you won't let me
When I close my eyes
I feel your presence beside me

I believe in miracles
I'm able to wait a thousand years
But I'm not living in a dream, reality is harsh
And I don't want to waste my life
On a memory