Life in my youth

Too much work that tires me.
Why does this have to be.
Being put down for reasons absurd and
Alwaystrying to hold in tears that burn
Yelling in my mind at the stupid maker of tests
Because their the cause of my distress.
Trying hard for each quarter
That feels like a blocking border
Never knowing whats ahead for me
And what life may bring.
Seeing the pain and hearing the cries
Of innocent people that can't get by.
Loving a person that doesn't even care
Makes this life seem unfair.
A smile on my face
But a burden in my heart
That I hope one day will split apart.
But there's moments when my soul is full of glee
And floats around living free
Never doubting always laughing
Because my spirit is high stretching
My young mind rains of power
But then again, this only last for an hour