I Remember....

i remember being the stable one
fight for two
sinned for one
kept the bullets from you
the ambitions away from the gun
but truth in such a flamed way
i have to say i wish it'd been you
the one who needed to stick around
alone in the cemetery
thinking about how you wished it was me
that you gunned down

im trying to find a way
something to do
so much to say
to understand why
why i wished it had been you

i remember there being talks of good and evil
beginning to hope that halo reached your head
and always thinking a lake of fire was too good for me
i loved to give and had a hard time taking
when the breath on my back started to labor
you wished you could take it back
i knew you couldn't be this kind of being
saying how you wished there was no hard feelings

loved you dearly
you brought on a sense of closure
but i wasn't thinking clearly
the songs had only just started to play
as i wished for a gloomy day
you sang for all to see
close to giving up
you sang for all to see

you bite your tongue

i wished to remain numb

you grabbed the gun

i was too young

No hard feelings