Darkness Is Better Than the Light

I close my eyes because the dark is better than light.

I pray and I hope that I will be saved.

I still hope I might.

When I think of him, I go to a place I have never been.

He presses his lips to mine.

Father I have sinned.

If I pretend we never met maybe it will all just disappear.

He calls my name when I pass by.

I pretend I don't hear.

Flashes of him holding me replay over and over again.

He kisses me.

Father I have sinned.

Memories oh memories where have you gone?

In the light.

That's where they belong.

He might forget what happened, I pray he might.

I pray that my feelings for him will go away.

I close my eyes because the dark is better than the light.
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Old poem I found from seventh grade. Kind of sad though lol I don't remember what it was about exactly, I know a boy was involved. Oh well. :) Comment please.