A silent cry

My heart can't take it
It wants to speak but I stop it
I won't allow it
Telling you me feelings
I try and hide it
But you come closer
My heart just doesn't keep quiet
It wants you in my arms
Safe and sound from harm
But my heart wants the pain
It doesn't understand the game
That a guy like you may only has one aim
But my heart sees more
But my mind sees the pain