Can't Escape the End II: Not Athiest, Just Curious

-Close my eyes
count to three
deep black darkness
is all I see
-It's what I deserve
and what I get
when I fall
there is no net
-To catch me and tangle,
pressing into my skin
digging and rubbing
and covering the sin
-But who's to say
which sins are lost?
we'll lie and cheat
though our souls are the cost
-Some are scared
enough to try
and save themselves
before they die
-Some are scared
of only life
and end it early
with a lonely knife
-But I think it's only fair
that we go where we please
we lived through the pain,
we should die with ease.