I tell you and you believe

I'll plaster a smile on for you even tho it hurts
I'll tell you I'm fine even tho it's not true
I'll tell I'm not hurting inside when I'm hurting more then ever
I'll tell you and show you these things even tho there not true because they make you happy and not hurt
I tell you these things but you never see threw them
I tell you that the cuts are an accident
I tell you when I cry I have something in my eye
I tell you these things so you wont hurt
But it hurts me to say every word