The Day You Left

How long has it been
Since that frightful day
That day you left
How scared I was
Scared that you would never come back
Yet when I spoke with you
I spoke out of anger instead of fear
All because I was not used to talking about emotions with you
For all our lives it's almost always been a fight
So when I spoke with you
That one night long ago
Saying how I was glad you were leaving
It was really beacuse I did not have the strength or courage
To beg you not to go