Nothing to truly live for

I hold my head down
Wishing someone could save me
My life is boiling over
Things are getting too hard to bear
I can't seem to feel
The way i once did
I'm not me
The way i once was.
This pain
It's the only thing
That i've grown use to having
Why is it me
Why am i the one
To have to fight
This ugly depression inside me?
I'm not tough enough
To believe
I can make it through
So why bother the fight?
When so deeply i wish to leave
Why fight
When it seems
This world has nothing left
To truly live for.