Safe

Had a phase of doing unconventional things

Surround me

with backwards quirks

Always the Flyaway Kid

The Fly Away And Don't Ever Come Back Kid

Hoarding little juice boxes

to make me more at home

So this is what it's like to be blind

Never felt more hideous in my life

Basking in the grotesque

and hiding in the haze

Funny how the most depressing thoughts come out

jumbled up in a calamity of descriptive imagery when really

nothing makes sense anymore, Just jotting down

the topography, pass the time until I fall asleep

We're all torturous beings in a sense of denial, but

I'd like to thank you for making me think this way

Gotta have someone to look up to

when giants get too high

grazing planes and skimming skies

Wonder what it feels like to be bigger than the milky way

Wish I knew how to figure out figurative looks

But I was never one for reading lips, just picture books

And where'd all the blinking numbers go

when we'd start counting to infinity

living an eternity

of self deprecation and tangible pity

So why waste money on a therapist

when I'm locked inside a safe