Lust

Here I am
Thinking to everything I've done
Every mistake
Every single one
Thinking back to the troubled blinded girl I was in April.
Taken by lust in the confusion of a doorway
In the grasp of a midnight sky
We never thought I'd make it
Our eyes found hope in the month of June
This little girl gave up on her dreams,
In the hope of finding some one new
I never drifted far, Always stayed close behind
But when lust disappeared
I knew it was time,
I gave my heart to another,
Even though he seemed so blind
One kiss led to another And the hearts began to collide
But lust came back And troubled the dreams
I didn't give him hope
I didn't give him a thing
The lust disappeared in the eyes of love
I gasped for my breath and smiled
I begun to fall for another
Love was now possible
Will he ever fall for me?
♠ ♠ ♠
Confusing I know. I did have a explanation of this poem, But I've been letting my fiends see these and I didn't want them to know what it was about EXACTLY.
Make it to be what you want.
It has a meaning to me.