Inside I'm dead.

When the memories flood back,
The tears begin to shatter to the floor,
As I fall, what am I supposed to do?
You are gone, I found release and yet your there,
Taking me back to the fear, the pain, the agony,
Why did you just not leave? Why did you save me?
As I emerged in the water, darkness took over,
You should of let me die, but no torture was your style,
You drove me to try, you drove me so low,
I wanted to die,
Can't you even see, can you not feel any remorse,
You may of saved me, I may be breathing,
But inside, inside I'm dead.