God, Please Understand...

God please understand
That sometimes it's hard to talk
I could get on my knees
Put my hands together
But it's hard for me to pray
When I feel like my words you don't listen
I never stop letting you know
How depressed
How devastaded Im feeling
When I have no one to run to
And you open to anything
I pray my hardest
I know your listening
I have no doubt about it
Please erase my negativity
Im trying to get better
As your seeing
God please
Im starting over
I'll fight through this
No one will hold me back
God, please, understand...