Ana's twisted illusion.

Constantly blinded
But the world in the mirror
My reflection doesn't portray the human I feel like
Ana's got me in a choke hold.
I look a little closer
At the flaw in everything
I'm a self proclaimed slob
In a body of a potential beauty.
Yet my life holds nothing
according you.
I gasp for my breath
And choke because I'm underwater
Take a look around
Nothings what it seems like
The things that I lost
Are the things I've won.
The people gone...
Well I'm better f now.
The time's I've fallen
And been on the ground
I've secretly been floating
above everyone else
A false illusion
Only the twisted minds can describe.
I didn't want help
But you forced it to my anyway
I didn't need it But in your mind I was helpless
I don't think you see me
the same way I do.