Break Free

To think you could feel so neglected
In your own home
And to think you could feel so alone
Surrounded by people who love you

She tries her fucking best
To stay together
Just for you
She fakes this smile
With hate running through her veins

She screams
She cries
She destroys herself
But you don't even listen

Oh, watch her burn this world
Watch as she finds peace
In the destruction of her home
And breaks free from her torture

Ravaged by memories from her past
She fears everything around her
Forced to live with the people
Who have hurt her the most
She'll never fucking heal

She screams
She cries
She destroys herself
But you don't fucking listen

Oh, watch her burn this world
Watch as she finds peace
In the destruction of her home
She breaks free from her torture

She's so scared to get better
To finally taste happiness
Apathy is not what she wants
Oh, will she ever heal?

She screams
She cries
She destroys herself
But you don't even listen

Oh, watch her burn this world
Watch as she finds peace
In the destruction of her home
She breaks free from the torture

Storms rage in her heart
Conflicted with every emotion
No one even knows her pain
No even wants to
No one ever cares enough

She screams with the hate that fills her
She cries with the pain of her childhood
She destroys herself with the hurt that controls her
But no one fucking listens

Oh, watch her burn this world
Watch as she finds peace
In the destruction of her home
And breaks free from the torture
Oh, break free
♠ ♠ ♠
This was written when I was in a depressive episode from my bipolar before I was put on medication. It was my sick perspective of my family when I was trying to heal from some abuse I went through.