She blamed herself

She left him, she tore him apart,
What more could she do...
For her heart belonged to him,
but with him she could not protect him,
But the day she fell to the floor,
When she heard that he pulled the trigger,
She couldn't get rid of the memory,
She blamed herself,
For years she pretended to be ok,
But deep down she knew, she'd never be ok,
So she stumbled to his grave,
And whispered "I'm sorry"
Silence, as the darkness overcame,
She put the bottle to head, and bang...
She pulled the trigger, without him,
She was broken, she needed him.