Estranged Cries

Fuck you,
Fuck this,
I don't want to be here,
I want to run away and be his.

I just want to leave here,
And never come back,
I hate it here,
Possible from the parenting skills you lack.

All I wanted was you back,
All I wanted was my mom,
BUt no instead,
Instead I get a slob.

You make me want to scream and cry,
To run away,
To cut up my healed arms,
And to turn a stray.

But I won't,
I just have to wait,
A few more years,
Until then I just need to keep my head straight.

I'll get away from here,
I'll never have to see your face again,
You'll never have to worry,
Because I'll leave nothing unsaid.