How?

How can you think I don't exist anymore?
How can you say I'm no longer there When
I'm right in front of you?
How can you sit there and ignore me?
How can you not hear me scream your name?
How can you say I'm in a better place
if I never left your side?
How can you cry about my absense when I'm
present?
How can I make you see that I'm right here?
How can I make you see that I'm okay?
How can I scream at the top of my lungs and
have you not hear me?
How?!
At least answer me one question for me.
How did I die?