a million miles away

i feel empty
like my head isn't right
there's static
and ringing in my ears
and I can feel tears on my cheeks
and I can't feel why they are falling
i know the facts
but they're impossible
and i can't even grasp it
and I'm so scared of what will come
and i'm alone
and you meant so much to me
and you're leaving
and moving on to others
and it hurts
but I'm happy you'll be happy
because you're more than what you say you are
you're someone to talk to
to trust
to guide me
to help me through hard times
to correct me
to comfort me
to be there
I know I can still count on you
but you'll be a million miles away
and who is supposed to help me now?
Where am I to go?
I'll miss you.