A Pain For Me Not For You

If only you knew
The pain
I had to go through

The agony and despair
But that pain
I wish to not share

I dont want you to
Experience it
I dont want you to
Suffer in it

Its a pain i'll never
Wish apon anyone
And so, It shall
Not be done

You say to me
You want to know
But all i cant say
Is no, no and no

The emptiness
Is no toy
The loneliness
Holds no joy

A sadness
That takes your mind
Slowly corrupting the soul
In a matter of time

A darkness within
You never knew
And that pain starts to begin
Then it consumes you.

A pain such as that
You dont deserve
So i keep it with me
To be conserved

But listen to me
You have to know
I do it because
I Love You So.