Overdose

Save me from this torturing bliss,
this burning hatred of life,
the black confusion of time.
I cant see. I cant feel. I cant breath.
I'm so lost in this. The nights are endless,
Sleep is demanding
I need more. I need to just end this.
This torturing bliss.
One more, just...no three, three more.
There's just too many to count.
I toss and turn uncontrollably.
I cant see me,
I'm locked in this prison of repeating scenery.
Holding on to what little hope i have left
I need to get out of this.
I cant hold on much longer.
My grip is beginning to weaken and slip.
I need more. Numb the pain, numb reality.
I cant be here.
I don't want to be here anymore...
Fuck i took too much this time. The numbness is so much.
My heart punches at my rib cage waiting to finally just stop this madness.
It cant take much more.
My breathing so quick, im losing all of my sanity.
Tie me down and lock me away forever.
I don't trust myself.
Blackness corrupt my soul and take me away
I don't want to wait anymore.
I'm done.