Time to Say Goodbye

Ill never let you know how badly you hurt me that day
When you took my words and just blew them away
I’m not sorry I felt the need to give up
Wanting to know what its like to fuck up
And actually feel something other than sadness
Sick and tired of driving myself into this madness

This life routine is driving me insane
Doing things over and over again
Is it sad that my life’s starting to feel like a game
Doing the pointless to soothe the pain
Scratching the itch till you no longer feel it
Then taking the gun and staring at the bullets
So you take it up and point it to your head
Laughing like mad knowing you’ll be dead
When mourning comes it will be to late
Ill already be staring at hells fiery gates

What did you think I would be an angle?
Did you want me to turn to the light?
And pretend that every things always alright?
I’m sorry honey but the truth isn’t always what we want to hear
When this reality is as fucked up as it is my dear

This life routine is driving me insane
Doing things over and over again
Is it sad that my life’s starting to feel like a game
Doing the pointless to soothe the pain
Scratching the itch till you no longer feel it
Then taking the gun and staring at the bullets
So you take it up and point it to your head
Laughing like mad knowing you’ll be dead
When mourning comes it will be to late
Ill already be staring at hells fiery gates

Sorry I just enjoy watching you cry
It makes me smile knowing I’m the reason why
That’s sick! I know it is, but I really don’t care
Not about you or all those bastards that treated me so unfair
So now I guess its time to say goodbye
With this gun to my head I’m ready to die

This life routine is driving me insane
Doing things over and over again
Is it sad that my life’s starting to feel like a game
Doing the pointless to soothe the pain
Scratching the itch till you no longer feel it
Then taking the gun and staring at the bullets
So you take it up and point it to your head
Laughing like mad knowing you’ll be dead
When mourning comes it will be to late
I’ll be swimming in my own pool of blood,
surrounded by a world of hate