Enticing Agony

The blood its slow
Dripping down
To the ground
Far below

I lay in this tub
Bleeding out my veins
Crying out my tears
Of your ridiculous claims

Look at me!
Look at what you've done
Cant' you fucking see?!
That this, you've begun!

Don't you see
The cuts on me
Don't worry
You did this mommy

The pills are empty
Like my soul
Don't resent me
But I'm not whole

This blood's for you
Don't you like it
Ain't it beautiful
Don't deny it

You told me so
That its okay
To do this all
Every day

You didn't care
You fail to see
But you wouldn't dare
To watch me bleed

You turn your eyes
Away from me
As my heart cries
I'm far from free

You despise
And you hate
Not a surprise
This is my fate

Thank you Mom
I'm gone for a bit
No, I'm dead
But you don't give a shit.