Second Chance My Ass

For now I just want to be left alone
Tonight I’ll taste the coffee of a bittersweet sorrow
I’ll pick up these broken pieces before the sun wakes
I’ll be someone faking normality tomorrow

Inside I’m going crazy
Give me a minute to drown in the liquid of distaste
I’ll pull myself together
And stop letting these salty tears go to waste

I saw you with her today
It threw me into the hurricane of disbelief
I’ll survive this storm somehow
And not fall to my knees in grief

It’s been some time now
I’ve finally took the hand of felicity
I’ve learned to put the past where it belongs
And I’ve finally gotten over my addiction to sadness’s toxicity

For now I just want to be left alone
Tonight I’ll taste the coffee of joy as sweet as a candy cane
Heard a knock at my door and saw you come in
Kicked your sorry ass out when you asked if we could try again