Me

insecurity eating me
so disgusted with all that I see
you have made me hate myself
with all of your fucking "help"
Everything you said in bed
Just wont get out of my fucking head
i can't get over how you feel
how can this be real
self esteem
no none for me
i just get to believe your screams
How stupid I am
How worthless I am
How fat I am
I'll just put a gun to my head and go bam