Dear Mum

Im trying to tell you,
But you just turn away,
Look back and smile,
Dissmiss what I say,

Why wont you help me?
When I reach out and try,
You don't believe me,
I wish it was a lie.

I need help,
I dont know what to say,
How to convince you,
I'm not okay.

Maybe im not shouting loud enough,
Maybe you dont know?
How Im drowning,
It doesnt show.

Its going to be hard for you,
To accept what I sya,
Im not shure I trust
That you'll still love me this way.

Will you think of me diffrintly?
Will I be diffrint in your eyes?
How long will it take,
Untill you realise,

Im still your little girl,
Try at least to see,
This isnt all I am,
I'm still me.