Nothing at all

Everything is cold, unclear.
I panicked and you returned, and we're healing but I don't know if I am.
Stitch up my wounds, bandage the burns.
Progress.
We jump off ledges together, but only when nobody's watching.
We avert eyes in playful fun, but then you complain about mine.
You knew all along but I never care and you never speak, neither of us did and it broke everything.
Broke it all down to white walls and scheduled meals, no outside world and limited food; total surveillance.
Fool the cameras, lie to their faces, make it out before the colours fade to grey...
And I lost it anyway.