So Suck It

There isn't much left to say,
All the regrets from yesterday
still linger heavily in my atmosphere.

I'd say if you didn't love me
I wouldn't have so much to fear,
...But we both know that isn't true.

Maybe if every song I ever wrote
could be about you I could one day
look back and say they made me okay.

But I'll never be okay knowing I lost you.
Though we fought so many battles
the war was still lost and you managed
to cross right into someone else's arms.

She doesn't know what she was.
I won't be the one to tell her,
but it was me you still loved
while you were lying in bed with her.

I guess I'm one to talk,
How many guys did I fuck
before I realized I wasn't okay
if I didn't have you.

Because I'll never be okay
knowing I lost you,
the countless battles we lost
in the endless war that we fought.

But you found her to help you move on
but tell me Love, did you?
Could you forget the way we were
While you managed to climb right inside of her?

Was she slick and smooth
and make you want more?
Did you drive her crazy? Did you make her scream?

And tell me Love, one more time:
---Was she better than me?---

Because even though I'm all talk,
you know the way I play,
you know everything it takes
to make me go insane.

I was devastated when I lost you
and it kills me even now
but I worked pretty damn hard
to keep you coming back around.

I loved you with my heart,
I made love to you with my body,
and I challenged you with my mind,

I gave you everything.

And I know it wasn't enough,
but to you I was more than a fun fuck,
so here's to the girl, and your feminine mood swings:
Honey, I know no matter what, you'll always think of me.

Because I was the first,
and you wanted me to be your last,
Remember that before me
You didn't want a family.

So thanks to all your lies,
I can actually wear a smile...
Because that chick your fucking now

Will NEVER compare:

To the girl you made love to
when you had the ability to care.