Unable To Fly With Out Wings

How am I suppose to fly?
If I don't have wings?
You cut them off,
And thew them away.

I cried from the pain,
But you never cared,
I show you no mercy,
When you pled for it.

Why should I be kind?
I have only learned how to hate,
Kindness isn't a part of me,
You can not change,
What you have made me.

Look at me,
Look at what you have made,
Do you enjoy what I have become?
Or am I too much of a nightmare?
But to be honest,
I truly don't care.

You showed no love,
So I never learned about love or kindness,
Well look back at you mistakes,
You can not change who I have become.
You may regret what you have done,
But you know what?
I just truly don't care,
You showed me that,
I should hate the world,
And everyone in it.

Guess what,
You were wrong,
I show no kindness y
To your faults,
To be honest,
Why should I even care any more,
You weren't there for me,
So I'm not gunna jump right up,
To do your bidding,
So I leave you to your own disgrace.

I smile,
Knowing full well of the pain I'm causing,
But it only fuels my hatred more,
I hate what you made me,
I refuse to ever bend,
To your fucking will ever again,
I'm sick and tired of the way you treat me,
You disgruntled fool,
I have no respect for you.

You lost that so long ago,
Why should I feel like I should ever respect you,
I don't care if you hate me,
Learn your place,
You call me plain,
I am not,
I am a beautiful woman,
Don't you dare push your insecurities onto me,
I don't need them.

You tell me,
I need help with everything,
Well rethink that thought through,
Why am I like I am?
Huh?
Do you know?
It is because of you.

I stood up for myself,
And I finally shut you up,
Don't you ever look down upon me ever again,
I am no child,
I am a woman,
Who is strong willed enough to try things on her own.

STILL NOT FINISHED DDDDXXX