I Deserve It

Some days I am so happy
Some days I am so sad
Some days I'm high in the sky
Some days I'm down to the ground

There is no way to look back
I cannot change the past
But I can still embrace it

Some days I want it all
Some days I want it all to end
Some days I want to live
Some days I want to die

I still have no regrets
But there are things I want to forget
What else can I do?

Some days I feel like healing
Some days I feel like slitting my wrist
Some days I feel loved
Some days I feel hated

My heart is broken
But it will heal
Or I will keep on mourning

Some days I love you
Some days I hate you
Some days I get lost in all your love
Some days I think you're a curse from above

The time keeps on flying by
And I don't look back
I sacrifice myself no matter how many time I get hurt

Some days I am so happy
Some days I want it all to end
Some days I feel loved
Some days I think you're a curse from above

There is nothing to regret
There is nothing to forget
All the pain was worth it

Some days I'm down to the ground
Some days I want to live
Some days I feel like slitting my wrist
Some days I love you
But everyday I do my best to make you happy