Isolated

I keep isolating myself
Thinking no one really cares
And I know that's not true
But when I need it, no one’s there

Slowly sinking into sadness
I’m not sure there’s a way to resurface
Dark thoughts clouding my vision
Believing my life has no purpose

Maybe I need some help
But I don’t want to see a shrink
I don’t need any more judgment
People telling me what to think

What if I had a doctor?
But could he cure a broken soul
What’s the diagnosis?
A crazy girl with no control

So what do I do now?
I’m not strong enough to handle this alone
But your back is turned to me
I’m left to fix myself on my own