At The End Of The Day

I hate how much I fear losing you
How just thinking about it breaks my heart
Even though I can’t see any type of future with you
I go insane when we’re apart

I hate how my faith has been shattered
Crushed by my own thoughts of despair
I can’t stay alone any longer
This loneliness is colder then any winter air

I hate how my trust for you is broken
I can’t let go of the past
After all these empty promises
I can’t see how we’re ever going to last

I hate how much I lust your touch when you’re gone
How your seductive voice poisons my ear
I’m addicted to the essence of you
I want these feeling to disappear

I hate how much loving you hurts
But I’m not strong enough to walk away
No matter how much damage you’ve done
My heart is still yours at the end of the day