My monsters

Monster under the bed
The boogie man in my head
A closed mind is what I need
With hard concentration I will succeed
I want out of this torment
When did I ever consent
I never signed up for this
Being a translator for the abyss
I hear their voices everywhere
But no one seems to believe or care
What do I do when my few friends have run
Will they take my happiness, will they take my sun
I dwell on this all damn day
Will these demons ever go away
Dear god, why did you do this to me
Is there anyway I can stop it or is it meant to be
I see blood all around
The demons want to come out and be found
I hate being terrified every freaking night
That's where you see my biggest fright
He's got red eyes and a vicious smile
He wants to play with you for a little while
His big, clawed hands
Will hold you like bands
He likes to bite, so watch out
From his mouth that evil venom with spout
Then you will be just like him
Wanting to play when the lights go dim
These are my monsters that I can't control
Mess with me and they'll take your soul