Changed My Life
Always there,
Even if it's only his presence.
Always a laugh,
Even if I want to cry.
Always strong,
Even if he should break.
Always distant,
Even if I need a hug.
Always memorable,
Even if it's for the wrong reason.
Always protective,
Even if it's not needed.
Always my brother,
Even if I'm not a good sister.
You've changed my life,
Everyday.
I can't thank you enough,
For being my reason why.
My brother.
My idol.
This is my apology.
Even if it's only his presence.
Always a laugh,
Even if I want to cry.
Always strong,
Even if he should break.
Always distant,
Even if I need a hug.
Always memorable,
Even if it's for the wrong reason.
Always protective,
Even if it's not needed.
Always my brother,
Even if I'm not a good sister.
You've changed my life,
Everyday.
I can't thank you enough,
For being my reason why.
My brother.
My idol.
This is my apology.
♠ ♠ ♠
I am a horrible sister. I try. I really do. But I can't help but be horrible. He's older and I don't know how to help him. Heck, I wouldn't know how considering I don't know if he needs help. Big brother, if you see this: I meant every word. You are my idol, and I don't want that to change. I may not say this often (if at all), but Brother: I love you very much.
You've been one of my reasons why because I can't make you that kid. The kid who's sister left too soon. And I'm sorry I put that on you. Even if I'll never tell you. Well, maybe one day.
I love you Brother. Forgive me one day? Please?