Sucks

You know it sucks everything u work for gets flushed down the toilet
an ur left to sit there and cry...
nothing you do will ever be good enuff,
ur shit, worthless, thats whats repeating in my head everyday,
i feel alone in this wold..
when i talk it feels like they listen to shut me up,
it only makes me feel worse like i could tear the skin from my bones....
the one girl i love is gone forever i just want to curl up and die alone,
oh how i will always be...alone.. no one around me no one to comfort me..
i wish there was a god, maybe then once im judged and sent to hell
i can finally feel something