Mother

Wishing it wouldn't have happened
but it was for the best
thinking about her every day
i love her
but she doesnt love me

Wondering over and over again
what happened
and realizing it could never have been fixed
she will never apologize or even care
It was her choice not mine

Her choice has made me stronger
made me more independent
My whole life i have wondered who i am
i still am on the path to figuring it out
but everything has made me who i am today.