Two months

Everything is going wrong
Two months since I lost my grandfather
The day after his funeral
I learn my aunt has breast cancer

Two Months later I lose my Great uncle
After only learning that he has cancer
I also learn that my great aunt's cancer came back
They aren't sure if they can treat it

One and a half months since my graduation
One that my grandfather never got to see
Neither did my Aunt since she was under tests
It was suppose to be a sweet time but ended up bitter sweet

Now I'm trying to stay strong for my mother
Since My great uncle was her favorite
But I'm cracking
My mask is fading

If there is a god why doesn't he stop this
This pain in my family
Why doesn't he just end it
But he won't

I'm losing faith in him
I just don't know how much more I can take
Before I break
Before I crack under pressure

If I could I would bring back my grandfather and my uncle
Even for just one more day
But I can't
And it hurts to see my family hurting

These past two months were suppose to be the best
Since it was my last summer before collage
But it's been the worst
Two months can change someone
Two months can break someone