How He Feels

You can see the pain in his eyes
He smiles brightly
yet his smile never matches his the look in his eyes
he wishes he could cry
day and night
but crying is for the weak
at least in his mind
voice is monotone everytime he talks
the numbness inside is enough to keep him from being happy
thinking deah is the only answer to his pain
he trys so hard to make it end
yet he never has enough srength to fulfill it
or yet maybe he is strong enough not to
loved by many, not by all
its still enough to keep him going
to see the pain in his loves eyes
etched in her face and to hear the pain laced in her voice
at the thought of him gone
tears his heart apart
anyhing to make her happy he will do
even if it means staying alive
he knows that if she stops loving him
he will never stop loving her