Confusing Decisions

Confusion swims around in her mind
should she end it? should she not??
those words swim around
shouting at her to answer
yes or no
maybe is not an answer they will accept
I don't know isn't tolarated either
her mind expands as the confusion grows larger
her eyebrows creased
she frowned
not knowing how to answer
she starts to cry
not knowing what she did to desurve this
confusion swimming in her mind
guilt fills the pit of her stomache
as she takes hours to answer
making the words grow impatient
not wanting to upset them wih the wrong answer
she screams in fustration
she wants it all to end
end now
finally she calms
she knows her answer
NO