Leaving the Pain Behind

She drags the blade across her skin
praying it would erase her sins
the tears slide down her rosey cheeks
the lump in her throat denies her speech
she wants the pain to end
she crys as blood drips from were the blade last was
she clutches her knees and crys herself to sleep
blood still drips on her skin
voices parade around her head
they chant fat,emo,slut,fag,ugly
over and over again
she screams but is not heard
she bolts upright
grabs the gun from her bedside
puts it to her head
she pulls the trigger
she ends the pain
she leaves the world with open eyes
and the happiest smile that ever graced her face